well, just got a tearfilled call from H asking why I did that...that now she has left him, that it was over, she won't take him back.

I went off on him some more. I am so angry. did he think he can just juggle things and lie about them all and noone would ever hold him responsible.

told him not to worry, she'd be back with him...they have such a freaking twisted relationship I have no doubt. but the truth is, a year ago I would have liked the same call from her. would have hurt like hell, but I sure would have liked to know.

i won't call h's friend's wife, I'll just feel bad for her.


M-41
H-38
M-10 years, T-14 years
Bomb-PA 3/19/07
Separated-6/7/07
Piecing/h back home 5/08
S-6
S-4
D-4

"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"

-Mary Anne Radmacher