At times I have wondered what my H would do if I made a move....when he was having an EA with ow I did all the time and it always worked....NOW, I think I really would be afraid of him pushing me away or telling me it would be in'appropriate'....I think it would make me cry....
When we went on our family skitrip, I felt a few times that it may have worked if I had tried...but I was too scared ...
You have made me wonder whether I should have, even if just to keep the connection there ...
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus