Luv- Am I sure about this? She has told me that she no longer wants to be married to me. I am sure she said it, and I am sure she means it. Not sure what I should rethink. Rethink not caring? That's not going to happen. If I start caring again, I am only setting myself up for more pain. I kinda like it right here.
Saffie- We have a calendar. She doesn't always keep it up to date. Do I still love my wife? No, I do not love her. She has morphed into a liar, a cheater, a monster. I can't love that.
Let me be clear: For the past month or so, the only thing I have been trying to hold together is my sanity, and my kids' sanity. I am not trying to hold my marriage together. It would be an exercise in futility. I don't care anymore.
