I am sorry that you have come to this! And what you write I can see alot of me in. I think it is the same for me H just does love me in the right way anymore. You do deserve better! We all deserve better. Please keep in touch and let us know how you are doing!
Take Care
Me - 44 H - 44 M - 19yrs together - 23yrs D16 S8 EA/PA - Bomb Oct20/06 Jan 8/07 Feb 01/07 Jul 15/07 H still @ home Recovered!