hey all,

thanks for the excitment. \:\) I am so tickled, I am, and god knows S5 is. his buddy lost 5 over the last year, its been killing him (competetive little bugger) that he hasn't even lost one. he will be sooo excited to see his buddy tomorrow.

my sister does the golden dollars, too. didn't know other people did, very cool. guess I'll stop by the bank tomorrow on the way to therapy and see if I can get my hands on some.

mk, paris, j'taime is going to be released next month, have had it on my netflix queue since you recommended it. looking forward to it!

busy day today...going to celebrate the choices that I make in my life. going to the gym, going to the farm with the kids and do the hayride one last time, going to best buy to finally buy a new camcorder (ours broke last march), then coming home to carve jack-o-lanterns.

I did forward the name of a mediator to H. I decided to go with just one, because the other guy is a lawyer I may want if I don't feel mediation is working for me.

did I tell you all H says he thinks of me sitting at home alone all the time and thinks, "poor morgan." I was surprised, I guess, because since finding db months ago I haven't done that very much, except, of course, on the nights i have the kids. he knows I've been going out and doing things and such, wonder why he still thinks that? maybe because I'm alone during the week? anyway, I told him I was surprised by that (put on a good show, but not overly done) because I don't consider myself that. and I also told him I'd be okay. no matter what happens, I'll be okay.

anyway, enough rehashing. on with my life as I choose it.

M-41
H-38
M-10 years, T-14 years
Bomb-PA 3/19/07
Separated-6/7/07
Piecing/h back home 5/08
S-6
S-4
D-4

"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"

-Mary Anne Radmacher