Let me just say I felt like a complete idiot doing it. I get the I have no emotion statement now. Numb would have been better. It somehow gave me some gumption. I actually went out and had a descent night. Did not think about my situation all day today. I guess it just took her being that cold to allow me to detach a little maybe it will stay with me. I hope so. She will have some hard decisions to make in the next few weeks. If this house does not sell like now it is gonna be real bad. She still won't lower the price on the house though.


Relax
Eat
Think
Act normal
React.. Smartly.
Do something different.
Emulate.
Do Work.

Lets get "RETARDED" in here.