Moreover, I don't believe a way back from this mess is even possible. I cannot stay here anymore. I know my H loves me, but he doesn't love me in the right way. I cannot have this any longer. I have settled for far too long. H has been going through the motions in regard to our m and repairing it. His heart just isn't in it either.
I have been living in an empty marriage, almost from day 1, and I've been living a lie since then. I believed that I could will us to a joyful union. Just because you want something badly enough doesn't mean you will get it.
Many thanks to all of you that have posted to me. I appreciate your insight and advice. This has been a beneficial experience, albeit painful. You are all a blessing.
Em
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Me: 34 H: 39 M: 7 yrs H A 12/05-8/07
If what you say surprises me, I must have been assuming something else was true. - M. Wheatley
