It's so very nice to feel *safe* again. H got the email sooner than I thought he would. I figured he was sleeping when I sent it, but turns out he actually had gone out w/ the gang.
We ended up having an awesome convo b/c of this email and what we want (and always wanted) from our M.
I feel very safe & secure right now.
Ended up in the ER today. Long story short, I get to stick my OB's nurse in the eye after the way she treated/talked to me on Friday. My white blood count was 18 and normal is between 5 & 10. Hmmmmmm, guess that pain I was feeling was for real and I was right to go to the ER as I figured if she was telling me I shouldn't be hurting anymore (2 wks after surgery) that maybe something was truly wrong???!!!!
Honestly, I'll just "kill her w/ kindness" as my mom would say b/c she probably won't care anyway. Hopefully I'll be on the mend now -- obviously had some sort of infection going on.
Me: 38 H: 35 S4, S5, S10 Bomb 01/07 Wanted D - nothing would change his mind Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb Piecing 04/07 Deployed for a year 05/07 Still Piecing 2010 M 11 yrs 05/10
