Yes.. now is the time to get right in there ! Into your gray matter ? Try to understand YOU.. just like you did before .. but for a different reason and different thing ? You will learn so much and it will just come to you.. YOU !
I visit my parents graves now and then.. and before they passed away.. I always visited my Pat. GF's grave on his birthday.. which is 2 days before mine.. Just a thing for me.. I felt close to him even though he died when I was 7.
You are going thought IT.. and you will be fine, buddy !
