okay, the high of doing as well as I could in yesterdays conversation is officially gone. I've come down hard...am having a good cry. just sad that this is where we are. my h doesn't love me anymore. he couldn't have made it clearer. he loves her. even if its mlc/fog/alien spew, its how he feels. he is gone. its over. I never got a chance to fix anything. I never even knew we were broken.
very sad right now. I keep seeing his face/hearing his voice tell me over and over that he doesn't want me anymore.
M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
