thanks saffie and sara. saffie, interesting points about keeping things pressure free here. as for him being sweetness and light to her, yeah, I mean, my impression of him today was that a weight was lifted off of him, and his mind seemed to be making all sorts of future plans, filled with happy visions of he and ow going forward. finally the limbo, the horror of being stuck with me or in between things, is coming to a close. but again, that is speculation, I don't know.
sara, I wonder if she does suspect him...hmmm. I mean, really, if a guy cheated on his wife with you, you have to be a little concerned on that front. that's one thing she'll never have...I had a man who was loyal for 12.5 years, who didn't sleep around. she can't say even their first year was like that.
of course, they could be together for 40 or 50 years of complete fidelity going forward. who knows. I do know that h and I are done sex wise. wow, did he make that clear yesterday. I don't know what on earth he was thinking.
I have so many questions swimming around my brain right now, but none that I will ask, because I think he'll either lie or just not answer, or it will just turn into a fight. its all stuff that loses my focus, anyway. just majorly curious on my part.
I still don't understand why he won't tell me where he is living. I mean, what's the point of an evasion on that front now????
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