The Good, the Bad, and the Funny Part 5

[mkultra]

My H has not changed at all. He is just as cruel and verbally abusive as ever! I drove to work at the bar and his car was parked across the street again, even after I asked him to stop hanging out downtown especially if he was there to meet OW which hurts me that I even have to ask that. Where is his mind? Is he trying to be cruel? How blatant are these a$$holes that they even be together in public right in front of my work. Why do I have to ask? Plus, I was dressed up for the costume party and I was so happy because I love Halloween.

He just makes me so unhappy and he dropped F bombs when I called his cell to ask why he was parked there. He yelled, What Fin business is it of your what I do!?" He lies, cusses, he is mean and cruel he humiliates me and he even attacked me as a mom. WHICH is crazy.

The other night when he called we were making rainbow cookies for his birthday. D6 spelled out WE HEART U DADDY! in rainbow M&Ms. My S2 was eating some left over candies and my H started scolding them sayig , Why does your mother have you up this late? ( Why did he call that late?) Eating candy past 9! That is very bad for you!" I knew that was a slight on my parentig. He is horrible.

I hate to say it but I think my H is a real pervert now. He has gone off the deep end and I think that is one reason he is so sickly and depressed. It is like that movie Bitter Moon, once the normal couple tried a few perverted things sexually, they could not go back to being normal My H seems like he is going down a spiral to hell. I am a teacher and a mom and I am natural in everything. His OW has piercings and tattos everywhere. She looks and acts like a teen and works in a store that peddles more than lingerie, they sell adult porn and toys. This is her thrid job. She is a poor street punk and he has no place to go accept to hang on her. I am fine with that adult stuff but would I want my D to work in a place like that? That peddles porn, hell no. I always figure my girls who act like that have been molested or abused like Dr. Drew says, "Normal healthy women do not strip or sell porn." I belives that about going after married men too. My H used to be appalled by the whole meat market thing. How far he has fallen and now he is completely LOST.