That dream sounds like someone is trying to tell you something. Sounds like you worry that the reason your H is hesitant to come home for good is because he is still afraid of getting in trouble. That is the thing between the affair space and the married space. One space already accepts the affair so it seems safer. I am not saying your H has even had an affair. That EA stuff is also kind of nebulous to me. Thank goodness for those silver linings.
Me:38 H:39 MLC M:10 R:23 years D6 S3 Bomb: Easter, 2007 "Every day may not be good, but there's something good in every day."