ya know, neph, I asked him about that, about why he was happy that I held off on the lawyer a couple of weeks ago. he claims it was because he thought I wouldn't do mediation. but mediation here is thru a lawyer. and I had mentioned mediation when I was telling him I was getting the lawyer.

I'm sooo tempted to go ahead and just file. I know I probably won't, but part of me is tempted to just use the stock money to get the very $$$ lawyer that I talked to last spring (she was a lot more than the other lawyer, but I loved her) and just get it over with. but I just want to do it for the shock value, its not because its the right thing to do, so I won't. but I'm going to fantasize about it.


M-41
H-38
M-10 years, T-14 years
Bomb-PA 3/19/07
Separated-6/7/07
Piecing/h back home 5/08
S-6
S-4
D-4

"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"

-Mary Anne Radmacher