My Wife wants out..still!!

[dadtotwo]

I want to be clear that my anger and frustration are vented on this board and I keep my composure in front of my W. SHE is the one that relentlessly bring up the mediator and how fast we can get this done. This is all about her OM!!! She humiliated me by talking about our personal life and R/M to a total stranger while were together and our children here as well!!! Using the same B.S. lines that "he is just friend that is being supportive" "we are just talking" "I did nothing wrong"

She went outside our M and has ZERO accountability since I am not to mention OM while she gets to have me as an ATM and he gets her attention!!!! She uses me as the scapegoat and has her new man to give her all the "attention" she needs while he is a pathetic piece of garbage that willingly got involved with another man's wife!!!!

I am sick and tired of having to take her c**p with this constant mediator, mediator, mediator nonsense. She made NOOOOO effort to talk with me about our M because she "doesn't like conflict". Now I am to stand there and get handed the "weekend pass" to see my kids while she just gets to have my kids, get money every week and take our marriage promise and step all over it!!!

I can assure you all that I do not dare show my anger in front of her. Why??? because I love her unconditionally and she DOESN'T give a damn if I am dead or alive as long as her new man MEETS HER EMOTIONAL NEEDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!