okay, keep remembering my favorite lines from last night...he said (and I'm not kidding) that this all sucks much more for him than it does for me.
LOL Must come straight from the handbook. I heard this from H before, how I am sittin' pretty with the kids and the house (even though he is still here) and he is so lost! Yeah, my life is awesome!! You got me.
morgan, I think in their alien mind, its normal to want to change history. I sometimes think if I died, H would be able to move on with his life with no guilt (hey, I died, he didn't leave me), have the kids and his freedom. Obviously, I am in no danger (well...hee hee, better not have him make me a Diet Coke...) but you get what I mean. Its hard for you to hear that he 'regrets' the kids, but he doesn't. He would be running from them, not trying to see them. He just sees them and you as a 'responsibility' right now, and WAS's don't like responsibility. And his OW definately doesn't like him having resposibility, makes it too 'real'.
Must have been the night for dreams. Although, I wish I had a bad one instead of a 'good' one, I dreamed we got back together....
