No Direction, Hi my friend, just trying to catch up with everyone, I've been away for a while.
Those rough days are hard to get through, especially when you think there is nothing worth fighting for, I've been there, and here lately, I've found myself there in a different way, (see my latest post for what I mean) I've looked at my W and asked myself some questions that I've never thought I would ask, and it was just a part of growing in all of this, though, most days will seem the same, there will be days when everything will be better/worse, those are the times, when my faith gets me through it.
I pray when things are bad, that they will get better, and when things are better, I pray that they will continue to be that way, all the while, knowing that for the most part it will soon be back to normal, and I realize the most important thing that I should really be praying for, is just peace and understanding, not mine, or my wife's plans, but God's. It is hard to put your self aside and do that, but it is what is best for us. Take care.