saffie, he told me at one point that I looked at him like he was an alien. I thought (but didn't say) yep, its all that alien spew.
did I tell you also that he told me I was just waiting him out, that it will finally get too hard for him to do what he wants and he'll have to come home...miserable, of course. I was firm that that wasn't an option. he told me he was a good actor, if it came to that he could fool me into thinking it was real. I told him by the time we got thru all that we needed to in order to move forward, I think any acting would have long been figured out or tossed aside. (not in a threatening way, btw, just on a firm, I'm not settling for less than a real marriage way).
nnp, thanks for the kind words. I need to remember that, about not believing what they say. and yeah, its pure something, that's for sure, that he is making this about me or about the kids.
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"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
