Wow! I am so glad to hear that you were wondering about me Hope and YoYo! It feels good to know that there are so many people out there that care about me. I continue to do well. I did have a breakdown this past week. Not sure why, but maybe it is because it has been a year since everything has happened. Also, I have tremendous anger against my H. I am so pissed that he has left me a struggling single mom of twins. I went for a 8 mile walk today and that left me feeling less stressed. I just have to make sure that i keep up with the walking. I always feel much better. He still continues to be the jerk that he is. I know that someday, I would like to be on a somewhat civil terms for our kids, but I just don't see it happening. He has such a problem with thinking that he is right and continues to lie. I just have to continue to avoid him as much as possible. I wish that the D was final, but we have an Alternative Dispute Resolution in two weeks and hopefully he will start settling on some things then. If not, then it goes to trial, which will cost more money. It is money that neither of us have. He thinks that he doesn't owe me anything.
Hope, I was shocked to see that your H has the OW pregnant. I am so sorry about this. I know that you have had a rough road and I hope that you are continuing to focus on yourself. You will only find happiness within yourself. You are such an amazing person, don't ever forget that.
YoYo, wow. I am happy to see that you and your H are seeing each other more. Keep us posted on how things are going. I wish the best for you and pray that it will turn out the way you would like it too.
I have actually wondered how your were doing as well. I will continue to check in every now and then. I think I had to let things go for awhile and really start discovering me. The journey is still rocky once and awhile but I have overcome so much, that I know at the end, I wil find the true happiness that I deserve.
