btw, I did ask why the sex. if he wants me to let him go, why the sex? he said he just likes sex. I said, well, why with me then? if he wants me to let go (and he was very verbal) he had to know that would keep me attached. and why ask me to look at him during it? why that connection? he said he would never have sex with me again, and didn't remember the "look at me" stuff.
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"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
