I don't know if I should continue to DB.

[forward]

Well, Grace, I may be hosting the next get-together of the moms group and I am thinking of having some work friends over.

Cleaned a lot today. I'm tired.

H told me he (well, probably they) took D2 to the park. I said that was great, but I wanted to say "Do you want your parenting gold star?" It's the first time he has done something like that with D2, ever. I can't imagine it could possibly be on his own iniative.

I caught a slightly affectionate look from him tonight and he stayed longer than he ever has, but I think R w/OW is still going strong. That said, he has not mentioned D again.

What I am discovering w/Crushee: He makes me feel less desperate for M. In a way, crush may help me detach completely.