cont...

the jist of it all is I need to find a way to let him go once and for all. he doesn't want this life, he certainly doesn't want me.

god this sucks. it all just sucks.

I finally looked at the clock and he asked if i had plans. I told him I did, but could cancel them. he said not to, but was mad that I had plans. I told him I didn't know how long this would go, they were no big deal, would be happy to cancel. but at the same time, just needed an out...I needed to leave, the conversation wasn't going anywhere.

hope everyone's nights are going better than mine.

my marriage is over. and I need to move on. and I need to stop being sad about it, and just accept it.

how do you just walk away from your family? how? how do you just leave a marriage and not look back?

Last edited by morgan; 10/27/07 11:59 PM.

M-41
H-38
M-10 years, T-14 years
Bomb-PA 3/19/07
Separated-6/7/07
Piecing/h back home 5/08
S-6
S-4
D-4

"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"

-Mary Anne Radmacher