Now I've done it...again #5

[mkultra]

Weird to get a hang up after the bars close? Probably a wrong number but still....Hmmm. I still think the ball is in both of your courts. It does sound like a classic affair when you spell it out. My H went through the same exact lies and time line and then slowly and confirmed the affair little by little. I even told him I knew that is what he would from whatI already knew about affairs! And he just went ahead and did it little by little with sprinkles of lies. So idiotic.

Neph, It pains me to hear how bittersweet your time with your newborn has been. I hope you can look back on this timea as a time where youwere the most wonderful mother in the world because you did everything in your power to give your children a wonderful life. I always thought women who raised children on their own as brave and strong. I never saw them in a negative light but secretly was glad that was not me. Now that I am pretty much a single mom I see how everything is intensified butI am much more grateful. I see all those ungrateful moms and wives out there complaining about something petty and I think never again. I will appreciate all I got. I bet you feel that way too. Don't give up. It is not over until it is over and even then it may not be over.