After the bomb, H and I still had sex, (yes, I say sex because most of the feeling of 'making love' for him was gone) my drive was higher and I SO wanted to please him and at the same time I felt so totally 'in love' with him....I guess we DO want what we can't have ! Once ow got back, the sex stopped. I don't think I could do it now....although I miss it terribly ! We did have a passionate sexlife, although H might have like to do it a little more often....but then having 3 small kids didn't help my libido !
I hope to one day make love to my H again, and be that close and intimate again with him.
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
