MK, I vote for fate and agree with Morgan. It was good to get it out, but probably won't help you any to send it. It will probably just complicate things. I have a feeling your H knows how much he has screwed up. He is just too deep and is in self-destruct mode. Plus, the path home isn't safe anymore. I am not judging you when I say that. It is just how these things seem to work. You have felt under attack for so long, you have to protect yourself. That doesn't allow for an open path.

Take care, MK.

Me29
H33
D9 months
S2
S9(previous R)
Sep 8-19-07
I file 11-5-07
H home (Retro) 2-15-08
"Today is the tomorrow of yesterday." -- S9