Hasn't been a really good night here. Nothing specific but apparently I'm not as detached as I was hoping. Everything starts off fine, we talk like we did 8 WEEKS AGO but she has to throw in the "I've got plans for me now" at the end.

I think I got caught up in the moment. Felt like we were married. Kids were playing, TV was on, music playing on the laptop and we were just BS'ing. Felt JUST like 8 weeks ago! Of course, 8 weeks ago she had someone I had no clue about but still, sometimes ignorance can be blissful (at least back then things felt right).

Need to get some sleep. I know I'll feel much better in the morning.

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