LOL, thank you. I thought that maybe a Plan B letter would be OK but I do have a lot of resentment. I do not want to get all manic. I want to stay zen. I also grapple with the fact that, ugh hate to say it, if my H is truly as suicidal and destructive as they say, that he does not feel that I no longer love him if he does kick the bucket. Sorry for sounding so tragic and insensitive. This is no laughing matter. Does that make sense? Maybe it makes no difference at all or maybe it makes it easier for him to cheat if he believes that? I no longer know what is the truth. I need TH.
Me:38 H:39 MLC M:10 R:23 years D6 S3 Bomb: Easter, 2007 "Every day may not be good, but there's something good in every day."
