oh mk....I feel for you. And right there with you. I know how frustrating it is to watch your H with the OW...I'm not sure mine doesn't have an OW himself.

You did what you were supposed to with the 48hr. rule. I am intrigued that you didn't send it to him when you hit the button. Are you REALLY ready to be done? I'm so close that I'll have no way of discouraging you.

But you and only you know when it's time. When you get there I am fairly certain there will be no more stomach churns or tears associated with saying goodbye. It will simply be the only thing left and you'll feel so cornered until you say it. And saying it will bring relief, possibly excitement, but not panic.

Hugs!

Me (36) H (42)
M (12)
S-8 D-5 SS-18
D Day (PA) 12/02
S 10/03 R 1/03
S again 9/07
I choose Joy.