A funny twist of fate. My stomach has been twisting because I did it. I waited 48 hours and sent the letter. It was almost a Plan B letter and I was very spontaneous but it was a letter that was burned into my soul for more than 48 hours. I edited anything out of it that directly attacked his mistress or his characterand I tried to use the YOU messages I learned about. It is still kind of resentful.

Hey H,
I am sorry I got the times mixed up but we figured you wanted the kids longer as it was a special occasion. I think it is best we do not have contact as it breaks my heart to see you like this. The man I knew would have never cheated with the type of person you are with. Believe me, she is not as great as you think she is and I do not even know her. I just know as a woman, I would never engage with a married man no matter how much he lies. In fact, the man I knew would have stayed loyal no matter what. I trusted you with all my heart and you knew that. I can see a bit why you would go crazy and have a mid life crisis because of your work schedule and our marriage but you need to stop rewriting history. You need to stop blaming me for that. No one made your choices except for you. Your life have must have been so empty for you to have sacrificed so much of your integrity. This has affected our children in a very bad way. They see you, you take them out and buy them gifts. Save my heart and just leave. I beg you. I hate hearing the gossip about you and your mistress. This stranger has attacked the happiness of me and my children and you have sided with her instead you should have been offended. She is not your saviour just because she gave you a bed to sleep on, she is your addiction. Don't you dare reply. P says you will be stationed in San Fransisco. Move. I warned you to be discreet at W knowing that is my family business. D's college money. You could not even respect that.

You know I love you. You know I always will. How can I just watch you throw your life away and screw up the kids this way? We will be fine as long as you leave the county and just visit on the same days.


I sent it and fretted but I felt happy.


guess what. when I hit reply it did not reply to him it replied to me!!1 he never got it!! Is fate telling me the letter sucks????

Last edited by mkultra; 10/27/07 01:19 AM.

Me:38 H:39 MLC
M:10 R:23 years
D6 S3
Bomb: Easter, 2007
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