I am feeling so very sad right now. My husband was sitting on the couch eating dinner and I was across on the other side of the couch, and all i could do was sit there and stare at him(without him knowing)and wonder how he could be so happy. He has the OW and is going out with her tomorrow, I'm pretty sure, haven't asked and yet he still tries to treat me like nothing is going on, and everything is normal. How do men do that? He seems to be so ok that he is going out...I didn't say anything and haven't let him know I am sad. I feel like that would make him run further, which it would. I feel like crying my eyes out. Maybe I'll go take a shower and cry in the shower... I so want to hug him and have things be alright. Dang.
Me:49 H:47 S: 16 T:27 M:25 My EA: 2001 His PA: 10/2007, 6/2013 Separated, but H still in house
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