E, yes, I thought of that, too. Of course, I'm in no hurry to rush back into one with xh, so maybe that's why I don't care. \:\) My fear has been that my desire to have some (non-romantic) male companionship was really sort of vindictive in nature...which is something I've been working at not reacting to.

Oh, Dom...I just asked xh. lol His response: "I don't know. I like it when you wear jeans." After some prodding, "I don't know your clothes that well anymore." Of course, he's in a really odd mood today, anyway. So, that would be why I don't know... ;\) But I thought his noncommittal answer was pretty funny!

Azhira

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