I don't really know what to do. I am trying to be pleasant, taking pains to look nice etc. He hardly speaks to me. I don't know why. We will be home alone all weekend and I have to break his semi-silence or go crazy.
Another question I had about getting back together with an adulterous partner was: How do you know they're clean? (of STD's) Since he is a known liar, I don't want to take his word for it. I know she sleeps with anything male or female. Do I make him go to a doctor or what? It is a serious trust issue.
It has been a pretty miserable week. I have been trying to do things to make myself happier, but I just haven't found the right things yet. Ruts sure are hard to crawl out of. I find it hard lately to come home from work everyday, making excuses to stop on the way and shop or go to the library. I don't know what I'm going to do this weekend if I can't break his silence.
