well, he just texted me and asked if I was going to Happy Hour tonight...I took 2 hours to answer and then texted back"Not sure yet. why?"

So he calls me right then and says"well if you're going out you're going out, but I was just going to do some maintenance work on the truck" (which I am driving). I said"I'm not sure yet, but I'll let you know".

Is there a positive to this? or was it just small talk? Or was he trying to see if I was going out with anyone and having fun? Is he back to his controlling ways or still just unsure of trusting me as well?

I feel like I am so suspicious of anything he does because I can't believe any of it right now...is that normal?

Sigh.


Me:49 H:47
S: 16
T:27 M:25
My EA: 2001
His PA: 10/2007, 6/2013
Separated, but H still in house

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