Lets try thing again!!!!

[limbo]

I do hear you Saff I really do, I guess I struggle with if he does truly love and want to be with me, then why do something so destructive!
I have seen her pics, so I am sure he has, and she is nothing special, she is dumpy, and not attractive...so its not like he went wow she's hot, look at what I could have had!
This is all emotional for him, which I think is very scary to me, because its deeper for him! I think I could understand it better if she was prettier, slimmer, you know...but its not he is looking for some emotional thing and thats harder to deal with for him and me!