I know what you mean. I also know that I'm allowing fear to rule me and control my actions. I'm not helping anything with engaging with him. I'm just so afraid that things will never work out.
LuvMyHusband Me: 41 H: 43 ch: 3 M: 7+ T: 10+ Bomb: EA 8/07, A over phone/net 10/07 Seperated: 9/07 H ended A/EA with OW again on 1/2008 Reconsile: 3/26/2008, H admitted PA