impossible situation #2

[Dom R]

actually, i was almost introduced to someone, by a friend.

I had previously toyed with the idea of seeing what it was like to go on a date. I know there are "nice" women out there, and was thinking it would be refreshing to have some positive attention for me. So it was a little daydream of mine for a while.
But then I got surprised by this offer. When faced with the reality... frankly, i got nauseous.
When it all came down to it: I'm married. I dont "date" other women.
and probably even if she divorces me, I probably wouldnt be able to bring myself to go on a date for quite a while.

Similar to all the reasons I posted above: among other things, it almost feels like I'm cheating on my children, to be dating someone other than their mother.

One of my children phoned her and asked if she would invite me over for the 5 of us to play. He told me, that she said that we would do something this weekend together. Only trouble is, he sometimes gets information like that wrong. But I'm hoping that it was accurate, and we can do something nice as a family again for one day this weekend.