I get cross with my H and i try to push him away. I LOOK for reasons not to trust him and always second guess WHY he does things rather than accepting things he says. After being so hurt by them I think that this is completely natural to do but I think heartbroken made some very valid points.
It is hard when you feel low to look at the positives but it is true that many on here would feel lucky to have an H who appears to be so willing to work on things. It seems just you are hitting a bit of a low patch after the high you got from Retro and this email business is enough to drive a person crazy. I am sure you will be up again though. The fact that he notices the absence of an ILY is good. In his darkest hour my H would never have noticed that.
Hang in there girl - in the overall scheme of things you are doing well and making progress. saffie
Saffie me 46 H 46 M in 1986 D20,D18,S16,D13 H's A 01/05 to 07/06 H recommitted to M 07/06 renewed vows 09/06 Going from strength to strength
