I agree, that's why I didn't email him. Also, we've talked about before deciding what's really important and what isn't to actually bring up & talk to H about. By the time he comes home and after he is home, these fears may not even be real to me anymore. I just need to get them out here and go from there.
I know we will have *challenges* when he gets home, but I'm actually hopeful that it truly won't be as hard as I think it may be. I'm hopeful that we will just be happy to be back together, have our family together and that when those challenges may come along, we will learn or have learned how to deal w/ them in a healthy manner. I truly hope that he has learned he needs to communicate how he is feeling about things to me so that we can work together on issues that come up.
Me: 38 H: 35 S4, S5, S10 Bomb 01/07 Wanted D - nothing would change his mind Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb Piecing 04/07 Deployed for a year 05/07 Still Piecing 2010 M 11 yrs 05/10
