He didn't call yesterday at all. I was hoping if nothing else he would leave a message on my phone but he didn't. So of course I didn't sleep a wink last night and all I can think is he talked to her and changed his mind. My own mind is my worse enemy. I hate it.

M 32 H 39
SS 15, SD 12, S11, S9, D7, D6, D4
E/A 02/06 WAS 03/06 RH 05/06
On 07/07 told me he wants to leave again.
On 08/11/07 Walked out again.

People say "When God closes a door he opens a window." They forget to tell you "It is hell in the hallway!"