When I left work yesterday, as usual I sent an email to h and ended it take care, he responded back what no I love you.

So I sent him an email this morning, and said that I don't want him to say something, also I have been thinking and the reason this is happening is because he doesn't want to be with me, he keeps trying and after awhile these feelings come back up for him again and this is when things blow up again.
Not sure if its the right thing to do, but I can't keep someone with me who really doesn't want to be.


Me - 44
H - 44
M - 19yrs
together - 23yrs
D16
S8
EA/PA - Bomb Oct20/06 Jan 8/07 Feb 01/07 Jul 15/07
H still @ home
Recovered!

"Do or do not, there is no try" Yoda