okay, back.

weird dreams all night last night. I had one where I went to ow's house and for some reason was invisible so was walking around her home with H and her son in it, watching them interact as their own little family. it was surreal, I watched them, they couldn't see me, just very strange. and then I, of course, couldn't help but picture what it would be like adding my own children to the scene, and that made me sad, so I ended up leaving. I walked down to a parking garage (no idea why there was one under her house) and my invisibility wore off. h walked by and I hid, but a minute later ow walked by and I started taunting her...she ran like she was afraid of me.

very weird.

good/quiet day planned. will save the gym for tonight after h gets the kids, going to come home after dropping s5 off and do some more reading.


M-41
H-38
M-10 years, T-14 years
Bomb-PA 3/19/07
Separated-6/7/07
Piecing/h back home 5/08
S-6
S-4
D-4

"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"

-Mary Anne Radmacher