I'm journaling in my own thread here. Lovelyolive has a thread titled I live it and dream it, that could have been me a couple days ago. I've had a couple dreams with OW in them and I hate that. It's such a violation.
Well, the other night it was a true nightmare. I don't remember the details other than she stopped by our house, drunk, and when I opened the door, she attacked me. I won't up yelling and flailing ... scared my H to death. The next day he told me he thought I was attacking him!
I think the dream was brought on because when OW drinks she gets nasty. I've heard H on the phone with her during those times. And this past Sunday she actually stopped by our house when she couldn't reach my H on his cell. When he went outside to see what she wanted, I could hear her yelling at him. He must have told her to quiet down because she was yelling 'no, no, no you hush.' (She'd been drinking again.)
I thought, great, the neighbors were all outside, having a party, and she's going to make a scene! She left soon after, with the radio blaring as loud as it would go. I was tempted to call the police to report a drunk driver.
I told my H the next time I have a bad dream to nicely wake me and comfort me. I can't believe he thought I was trying to attack him. I am not a violent person. He did cuddle up to me last night so perhaps it evoked a little sympathy out of him.
But I sure hate the fact that I have to live with the b*tch in my dreams...
