stubby (LOL), I'll have to go find your thread. And yes, I am bitter here too.
jak, H hasn't said that to me (that I am second choice), but how could he not think it?
TAL, how are you???
hurt, thanks for checking in. I have to look forward too, and realize that I can't change what he does. I too, think they will crash and burn if they try to actually be together.
Journaling:
We had a conference today for D3, we drove separately (haven't done anything together in 2 weeks) and met there. It sucked, but D3 got glowing reports, so I focused on that. I went into work late today and H and I were together in the house for quite some time. I felt like I was choking, suffocating. Could NOT wait to get out of there.
