no contact......how do you survive.....

[yawmom]

I drink alot of water...exercise, my job is fairly active and I go in spurts of walking dogs or busy around the house. Last night was the first time I slept thru the night in a very long time.
I take a hot bath or shower sometimes, since I've cried etc I would think I'd sleep like a rock. I woke once lunging out of bed like in attack mode, once i was grabbing at someone, another couple times I swear his voice was in my ear...Sometimes I just want to accept things are done, but since he's half of my lifetime and he's been good I can't let go so easily.

Too bad us humans are so emotional...