Lets try thing again!!!!

[limbo]

Thanks Saff!

But you know its hard not to feel like someone's 2nd best, when they hurt you so much!
He is supposed to love me and protect me, and for 16 years he did that, but in the last year has done the complete oppiste, and it so hurts to have the one person who is supposed to love you above all else hurt you like this.

Right now I am sitting at my desk and keep having little weeps, which just seem to happen! It just hurts so f**cking much!