Feeling funny today. Have been out of sorts with H for the past few days - haven't wanted to be with him much. I have been withdrawing. I feel myself spiralling downwards and I want to stop but don't know how to put the brakes on sometimes. Doesn't help that I have PMT!!!
Today my horse finally frightened me so badly I had to get off and lead her home in the end. She threw herself in front of a tractor and then just wouldn't calm down. She then managed to make a herd of cows stampede towards us and we nearly took a 5 bar gate at speed to escape them. After that and walking on her back legs I decided in the interests of my own self preservation to get off. Now what do I do?
I want to just go to bed and not get up for a few days - chance would be a nice thing!!!! saffie
Saffie me 46 H 46 M in 1986 D20,D18,S16,D13 H's A 01/05 to 07/06 H recommitted to M 07/06 renewed vows 09/06 Going from strength to strength
