You sound like you are in a better place now. I'm sorry the outcome couldn't be better, but you have gained so much from this unfortunate experience. I like you, dropped the rope when I realized there was no point in fighting it. It was like swimming upstream. Fortunately for me, my W came back.
What you said is exactly what I've tried to tell others on this board. Let go, and let things happen as they will. If nothing else, you will learn to be a better person. And it appears that you are a perfect example of that.
I hope things continue to work out for you. Take care of the children. Keep setting the good example for them. They will appreciate it much later in life.
God Bless
PoohBear
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
