I truly believe that h is scared to commit for some reason he feels that something better is waiting around the corner, and he can't see what he has under his nose. It was a rough night to say the least, and I don't know truly where we stand right now. He told me this morning he is sorry and wants to stay. But where do we go from here, and why do I love him so much, I keep telling myself it didn't get physical, but hearing that someone else is his soulmate has really hurt! I would suggest the retro people to him, but I don't think he would go for it! Not sure how to move forward from here, and i told him that we could get past this, but am I just lieing to myself?
Me - 44 H - 44 M - 19yrs together - 23yrs D16 S8 EA/PA - Bomb Oct20/06 Jan 8/07 Feb 01/07 Jul 15/07 H still @ home Recovered!
