I think I know what I am supposed to do, but acting upon it is so much harder! I just need some support and guidance from people who have been there...Please help me.
Just a quick thought: get used to this. This is the best and worst thing you'll do in your R life. It gets easier. Patience is key.
Regarding mediation, that was a good response to your H, inline with a number of ebooks and other books I've read.
Stay patient. Don't chase (it doesn't work, or hardly ever at least). Focus on yourself and making yourself happy. Take care of you and make yourself attractive, which it sounds like you've been working on.
This is on 3 hours of sleep, so apologies if a bit disjointed.
Find Nuggets thread for a few days ago about sharing resources. He's put together a list of good ebooks. You can email me as well and I'll send a few your way. Many echo the stuff in DB. For me, I find the reinforcement from multiple sources reassuring.
Hang in there,
BD
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Me: 36 W: 35 2 D: 9 and 5 T: 16 years M: 12 10/4/06: Bomb 10/5/06: Ended A 4/22/07: ILYBNILWY
