I'm so glad you are feeling better, but yes it is okay to feel icky sometimes. It's great to see you are allowing yourself that. That's the kind of love you deserve and I'm sure happy to see you giving it to yourself.
Your kids are so loved, and lucky. I can only imagine that it's very hard to see that at times. Continue doing as you are and your confidence and peace will come back again with a vengeance.
Thanks for showing us what a man looks like. You are an inspiration to so many. I'm sorry you are going through this, but this is the path that will take you where you're supposed to be.
Now, let's hear about this Halloween costume of yours.
Take good care of you!!!!
Love, f21
Me: 37 M: 14 yrs Separated 10/06; Filed for D 12/07 Life is good.